Today I went in for orientation at my new job. I will be a NA for Four Seasons In Home Services. I start tomorrow morning at 8. I have four days off this month starting with this weekend. I work a lot which means I won't be around Addie very often. It's going to be tough at first until I can get the hang of it, but it will be well worth it. God is giving me an opportunity to give Addie and myself a better life than what we have. I have to rely on my best friend and my parents for childcare since her dad doesn't seem very interested in taking care of her.
I don't understand why he doesn't want to take care of her. She is an amazing little girl and he is and will be missing out on a lot of things with her. I feel really bad for her. She already doesn't see one parent enough and now she won't be seeing her mommy very much. It breaks my heart. Don't get me wrong, I am very grateful for this job. I just wish that I had a few more days off that I could spend with her. :(
